love as sickness

I dont know if it is a particularly Filipino phenomena, but lagnat sa loob, literally "internal fever" is lately driving me crazy.

It all started last week, after the major exam, the weather wasn't helping me answer those darn questions since it rained the whole freaking day! Since then there was a deep feeling of my eyes being too hot, and my body feeling heavy all the time (ok, heaviER). Three days ago, it has progressed to my now bedroom voice, coughing hard (barking is more like it) once in a while.

The more you try to avoid getting sick, the more it hits you hard. OK, not that hard but I'd rather take it hard and get it over with once and for all. But this darned fever just creeps slowly like a festering wound.

My usually loud voice is hushed into a Inday Garutay like deep, hoarse growl. And I cant do the things I like with much gusto: Singing and eating.

But I'm confident: CHANGE IS ON ITS WAY!

-not another scorpio
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