josko another time entry
well, ive been buying self help books lately (john maxwell, norman vincent peale) and the parapsych books of jaime licauco.
i also bought poor dad rich dad, and im halfway through
naghahanap ng maliit na business na puwedeng lumaki
im thinking tutorial network, tapos magiging tutorial center
maiba naman
dahil nagalisan na papuntang HK ang maraming talents ng pinoy theatre, may pagasa na kaya akong pumasa sa auditions?
-not another scorpio
why is it that when we add a sense of humor to something, somehow we ourselves accept it more easily?
is humor the spoonful of sugar after the bitter medicine called truth?
and since acceptance is the first step of change we easily change -maybe just our point of view- and move on... one joke at a time.
been with a friend to an audition that i didnt participate in. there were some theatre kids from ccp i think and medjo deja vu. medyo lang kasi hindi naman naging buhay namin (meaning mga ka batch ko sa tropa) ang teatro.
i overheard kasi na parang kinareer na nila ang teatro. buhay na nila ang audition, voice over, dubbing. kuha ko sa mga kwento nila ... paano yun kung mahal na ang teatro.. kasi may evat na. parang mas noble ang art for arts sake kesa sa art as a living o baka point of view ko lang yun.
mas ok ang nakaka busog na palakpak kesa sa busog na tiyan.... o dahil nanggaling ako sa starving artist status...
paano yun kung mawalan ka ng boses o hindi na maging 'mabenta'... paano na ang kabuhayan.
kanya kanyang diskarte lang yan sa buhay siguro at bahala na si batman sa kahihinatnan.
tingin mo?
-not another scorpio
hi.
ive been living in my apartment away from my friends and i mean a long way from any of my friends' place for about two years now, take about 3 months.
and its still a mess. my sis has been living here since three months ago. and its still a mess.
at the very least i need someone who'll make my live a little bit orderly. YAYA! hehehe
but needing someone is only half a relationship. i need someone needing me too. but not too much.
know what i mean?
i want someone to stay not because he needs me but because he wants to.
a lot of people think i do have a strong personality, even when i was scrawny. baka nagulat o nabigla, o hindi lang ako kayang sakyan.
but to tell you frankly i only reflect ones insecurities if they do have that, or if they let it surface more than the need(?) to know me.
its like... know me if you dare...
but if i seem aloof, it might be that i am human too. i have insecurities, like most human beings. i dont have some magic stone to swallow or just change in a phone booth somewhere (as if they have phonebooths nowadays.. everyone has a mobile phone! - paano na lang si kal-el aka supah man) to be more superior, or at least make you feel inferior (sometimes its just perception nga)
ewan. was in an exhibit opening awhile ago.
miss the days when all you have to do is put on makeup and a costume and for an hour or two be someone else. and be applauded (maybe because you were good at being someone else, or you convinced people or something)
maybe we all want to be appreciated because were us. simple because were us. i'm me. kalat and all.
you know?
-not another scorpio
